I Don't Want To Be Your Whole Life, Just Your Favorite Part

berri1228 @ 2005-09-01T15:11:00

2005-09-01T19:27:21Z

LOOK WHO IT IS!!!
ive been looking for the past few weeks at updates and was like, maybe ill do an update for myself. anyways, this summer was GREAT!!! i only hung out with like two epople, alyssa and trevor. but thats ok because both of them are the best!!! trevor and i started going out on 9.19 and he asked me at the washington county fair which was so cute. and alyssa and mike are going out!!! im so glad. ummm i went to aruba and that was awesome, i have some pictures from there on my myspace. my classes are good, think this years gonna be pretty easy except for spanish and english. i cant wait till homecoming!!!!!

WE'RE JUNIORS NOW BABY!!!!!!

NYC HAPPY B-DAY NICOLE

2005-05-31T21:02:48Z

Us at the NBC studio tour

Me with a peacock hat on...YES its supposed to be a hat ! haha

Us outside the studio

Us out to dinner at a wonderful Italian place with the best ravioli EVER!!!

Us before we got on the boat to Ellis Island

Us outside at night...dur. lol

Nicole and I in TOYS R US!

Nicole infront of a cool purple thing!

Jamie and Nicole with the guy from Candy Land!

Me, with my best friend! ( we matched! )

Jamie and I with two soldier people...it was Fleet Week :-D

The first place I wanted to go! haha

Nicole and I on the train

Jamie Nicole and I on the train

Me with my cookie :-D

Nicole - Thank you SO Much for inviting me !! I had a BLAST and when i turn 16 we're gonna do it all over again!!

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN I <3 YOU!

berri1228 @ 2005-05-23T18:04:00

2005-05-23T22:10:12Z

is MYSPACE the new cool thing to have??

WELL FUCK YOU!
haha
jk

<3

I LOVE LIVEJOURNAL
so HA

the emperor's new clothes - english poem

2005-05-22T19:45:01Z

The King’s New Clothes

Once upon a time there was a King
Who was very fond of himself
He loved only the finest clothes
Silk robes and diamond belts

Some swindlers from far away
Decided to play a trick
They picked up and went to the castle
To make clothes the kind would want to fit.

They made the people believe they were weavers
With fabric only the rich could have bought
Because only the worthy
Could see this invisible cloth

The King heard of these people
And since he considered himself the best
He paid them lots of money
To make him exceptionally dressed

They set up two looms and pretended to be hard at work
But they never did anything at all
They measured the King and were very convincing
They took his sizes wide and tall.

After many days of waiting the wardrobe still wasn’t ready
And the King was eager to wear his new clothes
They wouldn’t let him see so they sent a minister in
To view what the “weavers” had to show.

“Oh dear,” he thought as he walked near,
On the looms he saw nothing at all.
“I’ll pretend they were there, that the looms were not bare.”
He thought as he walked down the hall.

The Emperor was as excited as a dog with a bone
As the minister approached with the news
Though he could not see the fabric
He made up a description of the gold’s, red’s, and blue’s.

But after many days of waiting the wardrobe still wasn’t ready
And the King was eager to wear his new clothes
They wouldn’t let him see so they sent a courtier in
To see what the “weavers” had to show.

“Oh my,” he thought as he walked closer by.
The looms were as bare as can be
“I don’t see a thing, what will I say to the King?”
He made up a story of what he had seen

There was a parade in the kingdom approaching
And the “clothes” were finally done
The King could wear them to this outing
This was when the weavers got their fun.

The King approached the weaving room
Ready to wear what they weavers had composed
He stepped inside excitedly
And the doors behind him closed

“Oh no,” he thought as the weavers showed
The invisible pants and shirt
“If I can’t see a thing I must not be fit for a king!”
He walked back to his room feeling hurt.

“If everyone else can see the clothes then I’ll pretend that I can too.
I’ll pretend they‘re there and stand tall.”
The weavers helped him get dressed and look his best
He boarded the float in his under-all’s

The King followed through pretending he could see the clothes
And he stepped out into the crowd
Nervous at first because of the feeling of hurt
But then he realized the people were quite loud.

None of the townspeople wanted to seem unworthy
So they pretended the “clothes” were great
Though no one could see anything they applauded
Until a small boy did state…

“But that man is wearing nothing, don’t you see?
He is almost naked unlike you and me!”
Whispers from the crowd erupted like the sea.
“He really is wearing nothing, how can this be?”

The King looked ashamed from up on his throne
For it seemed to him they were right
For that day in the kingdom
Was a most memorable sight.

i love this song :)

2005-05-18T22:09:41Z

One more kiss could be the best thing
One more lie could be the worst
And all these thoughts are never resting
And you’re not something I deserve

In my head there’s only you now
This world falls on me
In this world, there’s real and make-believe
This seems real to me

You love me but you don’t know who I am
I’m torn between this life I lead and where I stand
You love me but you don’t know who I am
So let me go
Let me go

I dream ahead to what I hope for
And I turn my back on loving you
How can this love be a good thing?
I now know where I’m going through

In my head there’s only you now
This world falls on me
In this world, there’s real and make-believe
This seems real to me

You love me but you don’t know who I am
I’m tore in between this life I lead and where I stand
You love me but you don’t know who I am
So let me go
Just let me go
Let me go

And no matter how hard I try
I can’t escape these things inside
I know, I know
When all the pieces fall apart
You will be the only one who knows
Who knows

You love me but you don’t know who I am
I’m tore in between this life I lead and where I stand
You love me but you don’t know who I am
So let me go
Just let me go

You love me but you don’t
You love me but you don’t
You love me but you don’t know who I am
You love me but you don’t
You love me but you don’t
You love me but you don’t know me

berri1228 @ 2005-05-16T20:39:00

2005-05-17T00:55:12Z

hello. today went by fast. good thing.
i had spanish ( a test ) i think i did okay on it,
then i had math and we didnt really do anything,
then i had ceramics and that was fun, we have to make figures and im either going to make the Pillsbury Doughboy or the McDonalds mascot person thats shaggy and purple. lol
so then i had bio, we did a lab and took notes and thats about it
then alyssa brianna and i went to Paine an met a gagillion people and it was fun. ive been making so many new friends this week :-D
that makes me happy. this out-going thing is really working for me :o)
um, yeah so my sister said that she would buy me a book and so we go to the bookstore and she gets 2 books for herself and WHAT DO YA KNOW she has no money lef tto get me one. i was so sad. i need something to read. i guess this means im going to have to re-read something. thats a bummer.
im going to go find something now.
<3

berri1228 @ 2005-05-15T18:27:00

2005-05-15T22:29:20Z

best weekend EVER!

i <3 boys!

i <3 alyssa!

YESSSSSSS!!!

berri1228 @ 2005-05-14T13:39:00

2005-05-14T17:46:45Z

hey hey
i went to chris' birthday party last night, it was so much fun!!! ive never seen so many gorgeous guys in the same place haha. anyways, it was a surprise party so jamie emily and nicole left there early to check peoples names off the guest list and then nicole ( chris' sister ) didnt get there until after chris got his SURPRISE!! because she had another surprise...AJ! lol so it was a surprise all around. they did karoke and there was a dj and cake and it was so much fun. i danced with this kid, yeah, i danced with him....::dreamy sigh:: haha it wasd just a really fun night
then we went back to nicoles and had our little girly talk because we havent seen eachother in so long and then chris and aj got home and then their friend brittany came over and it was one big slumber party lol
so then in the morning we looked at the pictures and the videos that everyone took and they were all awesome...nicole, you need to send me some :o)
i reaized how scary its going to be to graduate while i was there....
chris turned 18, hes an adult now!!! thats not that far away !!! our mommys and daddys arent gonna be able to help us al the time!!! then were gonna have to leave high school, and possibly the state, and make ALL new friends. we may never see some of the people we're friends with right now ever again!!!
its so scary. im going to hang out with my friends a lot more from now on.

<3<3<3

POEM FOR ENGLISH

2005-05-13T01:05:51Z

I Hear Coventry High School Singing

I hear CHS singing its crazy, out-of-tune song.

The girls walk by the boys with their own unique words,

And the boys are more than willing to sing right back.

Teachers sing their songs to students, hoping they’ll catch on.

Coaches sing the words of a game while the players dance along.

The brainiest make up songs to remember names and dates.

The slackers don’t sing at all.

Automotive kids listen to the song of a car they brought to life,

While the computer lovers click and type with the humming of a machine.

The teacher’s pet mimics the lesson of the day to receive their "A"

Rocker kids bang their heads to their hard-core bands.

Everyone has a good time while singing the same songs at dances.

After school, the janitors sing while cleaning up what comes to be our second home.

Freshman don’t know what song to sing.

The seniors finish the chorus.

Each singing what belongs to him or her and no one else.

berri1228 @ 2005-05-12T19:27:00

2005-05-12T23:43:17Z

today was a good day. i had math and spanish and bio and ceramics. i think im pretty much over dave. yes, i like him, but i realize that i just dont do it for him and theres nothing i can do about it.
uh
jon doesnt like me lol....actually, not "lol" but lol at the same time.
justin does like me :o)
and i went to jareds after school
(i love all the "J" names)
jareds was really cool, we just hung out there for a little bit then we went to the point thing and then we went to this dock and it was really sunny and so warm and nice out. we kept flicking water around and it was fun. then we just both layed down (still on the dock) and talked and i was ready to fall asleep because it was so nice out. then he looked at his phone and as it turns out Kevin had been there waiting for about a half an hour and no one could get in touch with us. so then we went back and i left.
then i made CAKE!!! Angel food cake is god. its so good. thats the kind that i made. i got to have my cake and eat it too. im just that cool. and then i went to go use up the rest of my roll of film for photography so my mom ryan lauren and i went for a walk to Sisson pond. i took pictures of the little waterfall and then the horses and stuff on the way there.
i had a nice day.
i hope u did too :o)
<3<3<3

berri1228 @ 2005-05-11T17:18:00

2005-05-11T21:23:34Z

hello. i still didnt get the pictures from the dance back. thats sad. i want to see if my hair looked like a poodle lol. anyways, i went home sick today, because im just that awesome. actually it blows, and i have to go tomorrow wether im still sick or not. so i was home by 12:30 and then i took an advil, had a poptart, and went to bed. i have to do my spanish homework, we're conjucating verbs in the past tense, that blows more than my being sick. its so confusing.
im going to go call alyssa and make macaroni and cheese now.
<3

berri1228 @ 2005-05-08T20:18:00

2005-05-09T00:31:33Z

hello beautiful.
happy mothers day.
today was really boring lol we went to wrights chicken farm and that part was okay but i was really tired then we went to kevins moms house and i fell asleep on the couch. now im homw doing nothing. tomorrow is school again. whoohoo i cant wait. i have english history study and photography so its a whole lotta doing nothing.
at the moment im freezing my ass off because the computers in the basement. im also debating on how i shoud wear my hair, because i personally think a side-part looks retarded on me but others say that they like it bt i cant tell if theyre just saying that haha.
boomer ate kevins cell phone
he got really pissed
haha
yeah so NEXT weekend everyone who was supposed to go to the movies lat weekend is going to go this weekend. because i say so.
:-D
ok im cold, goodbye.

berri1228 @ 2005-05-07T20:17:00

2005-05-07T21:18:01Z

YES!!!! CHECK IT OUT MAN! I LOVE IT, YOU SHOULD TOO!!!

<3<3<3

berri1228 @ 2005-05-07T20:04:00

2005-05-07T21:05:28Z

yeah so im trying to make this look the way i want for the 15615234165th time. its such a pain.

berri1228 @ 2005-05-06T16:50:00

2005-05-06T20:51:30Z

hello. how are you. im good, i am at alyssas right now and shes packing to get clothes so she can sleep over at my dads house with me. then we might go to the movies but its gonna have to be the apple valley theatre. thats ok, its somehing to do.
i got myself a purse thing and its really cute and i got my mom one too for mothers day.

yup, gonna go.

berri1228 @ 2005-05-05T23:18:00

2005-05-06T03:21:18Z

i am such a stupid girl
how can i push away someone who i know is so nice to me
this is going to come back and bite me in the ass when he doesnt like me anymore.
im going to miss him and i know it.

berri1228 @ 2005-05-05T20:10:00

2005-05-06T00:17:08Z

its thursday and there is no school tomorrow ( THANK GOD ) but yet i am here alone with no plans anyways. i was supposed to go to alyssas but i wouldnt have gotten there till late cuz she had to go to work. tomorrow we're going to go to the movies and what not and IF that still works out it will be fun. ummm
in ceramics i wanted to use the wheel but she said no. i was sad
and in math we had to do that retard testing and we didnt get to go to the assembly.
and in spanish we learned about Cinco de mayo
BTW ... HAPPY CINCO DE MAYO
and thats about it.
after school i walked to courtneys house because shes going to the senior ball and she called me because she was having hair issues so i went over and did it for her. then i came home and lauren had emily over and ryan had these two kids over and now theyre still over and theyre playing manhunt and we have a fire going and what-not. i WOULD have people over but it seems that everyone has made plans without me.
im going to go cry in my room now.
no im not, i lied, im going to re-do my lj....AGAIN.

mucho amor

berri1228 @ 2005-05-03T20:05:00

2005-05-04T00:41:38Z

hello
today was okay...
better than yesterday!
first i had spanish
and then i had math
and then i had ceramics ( i got my swan back, its pretty )
and then i had bio .... i love bio, if your special then u know why <3
and then i went home
and then i fell asleep
and then i went to Spikes
and then i went to dance
and then i came home
and now im on the computer!

my fun filled day.

hopefully tomorrow will be even better than today!
my new outgoing-ness is really working for me.

im going to the movies friday, hopefully! lol
<3<3<3<3<3 i hope i hope i hope this all works out

berri1228 @ 2005-05-02T20:13:00

2005-05-03T00:35:17Z

hi
my livejournal colors, icon, and background do not match at all and i dont give two shits.

i went to the mall and i bought the new Mariah Carey CD and a shirt and a belt and i got my nails filled. and im still not happy.

now im going to call Warwick dave because hes a bitch and i hate him.

berri1228 @ 2005-05-02T14:44:00

2005-05-02T19:01:40Z

today was one shitty day.
all that agree say AYE!

berri1228 @ 2005-05-01T21:00:00

2005-05-02T01:12:31Z

i can not fucking do this

berri1228 @ 2005-04-30T18:24:00

2005-04-30T22:36:27Z

yesterday i went to alyssas after school and we went to the movies to see A Lot Like Love and cassie and jimmy and emily and her boyfriend went too. the movie was really cute. then cassie jimmy and i went back to alyssas and my dad picked me up there.
i had lauren pack me clothes for my dads and wanna know what she packed me? sure you do.
she packed me socks, but no sneakers ( i had sandals on the day before )
she packed me WHITE capris
she packed me HOT PINK underwear
a purple shirt
and a bra
id like to tell u that i looked like a clown this morning with my hot pink underwear, white capris, purple shirt and green sandals.

so todays saturday...yay. my mom and kevin are going out to dinner and lauren went to her friends house so right now its just me and ryan. alyssas coming over after she eats and then i wont be lonely.
i just made myself a milkshake....."my milkshake brings all the boys to the yard..." sorry, just thought of that. its a good milkshake though.

yeah, so my goal for next week is to be outgoing-er to people i usually dont talk to. especially a certain someone who i would like to get to know. because i have friends, but i dont really have friends that i hang out with a lot. and id like to have a life more often. i was sitting at the computer yesterday not talking to anyone and i thought "this blows". i turned bipolar and went from happy to devistated. i wish things worked between dave and i.... i know we're really different but i like him so much.
i shouldnt be writing this in my livejournal lol

im gonna go DL some music because i just installed windows media player...
<3

berri1228 @ 2005-04-29T23:44:00

2005-04-30T03:46:55Z

Your True Birth Month Is February

Sharp

Ambitious

Spendthrift

Loves reality

Loves freedom

Temperamental

Low self esteem

Honest and loyal

Abstract thoughts

Daring and stubborn

Changing personality

Showing anger easily

Intelligent and clever

Loves aggressiveness

Quiet, shy and humble

Learns to show emotions

Rebellious when restricted

Determined to reach goals

Superstitious and ludicrous

Dislikes unnecessary things

Realizing dreams and hopes

Too sensitive and easily hurt

Loves entertainment and leisure

Romantic on the inside not outside

Loves making friends but rarely shows it

What's Your True Birth Month?

berri1228 @ 2005-04-27T18:19:00

2005-04-27T22:24:00Z

this is my poem for english...

5 Senses Poem

((I SEE)) Bed with warm blankets, pillows and sheets,
((I SEE)) tons of shoes, even soccer cleats.
((I HEAR)) Music on the radio, they’re playing our song,
((I HEAR)) family talking downstairs, they don’t know what’s going on.
((I SMELL)) Weeping flowers on my bedside tabletop,
((I SMELL)) inscence stick burnt out, the smoke has stopped.
((I TASTE)) Sweet flavor of lip gloss lingers on my lips,
((I TASTE)) mint gum in my mouth, starting to get stiff.
((I FEEL )) The socks on my feet hug my toes,
((I FEEL )) the pen in my hand lets the words flow.
((I FEEL )) Both happy and sad.

^^^^^ the senses arent in the sctual poem, we had to do 2 examples for each sense....so everything to the right is the poem i hand in.

the end.

berri1228 @ 2005-04-27T15:41:00

2005-04-27T19:53:56Z

1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says:
no books near me

2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?
nothing

3: What is the last thing you watched on TV?
The Surreal Life

4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what time it is:
3:45

5: Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?:
3:43

6: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?:
the sink

7: When did you last step outside? what were you doing?
an hour ago....getting off the bus

8: Before you came to this website, what did you look at?
LJ friends entries

9: What are you wearing?
sweatpants, socks, undies (hehe), shirt, bra

10: Did you dream last night?
I dont remember

11: When did you last laugh?
at school

12: What is on the walls of the room you are in?
white paint

13: Seen anything weird lately?
my sister

14: What do you think of this quiz?
its alright

15: What is the last film you saw?
The Amityville Horror

16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?
I would go shoe shopping

17: Tell me something about you that I don't know:
I have 4 birthmark things. one is on the calf of my left leg, one is near my left knee, one is on my left hand, and one is on my right thigh-area

18: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
make the world like it was back when my parents were little....with penny candy stores and stuff

19: Do you like to dance?
oh yes :o)

20: George Bush: is he a power-crazy nutcase or some one who is finally doing something that has needed to be done for years?
a power-crazy nutcase i guess

21: Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Paige

21: Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Cole